Why?

Blindness is not what defines me, but it certainly influences who I am and how I experience the world, as well – I’m sure – as how the world experiences me. Though being blind does not stop me from doing most things sighted people can, it does mean that often I have to find other, more creative ways of doing them. As a female in my late twenties, living in the heart of one of the most beautiful and progressive cities in the country, with an insatiable appetite for travel and adventure and a brand-new guidedog, I am continually met with this challenge in an endless variety of ways throughout my day to day life. I decided to start this blog as a way of getting more perspective on and making better sense of my experiences. After reaching a major transition point – a shift from always having a strong sense of what I want and where I am headed, to then receiving my Masters degree and suddenly no longer having any idea of how to proceed in life – I have a strong desire for some new form of inspiration and guidance. So, I am hoping that writing will help me to clarify a sense of purpose and direction in my much more uncertain, post academic life.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Adventures in Sailing and an amazing Example of the Law of Attraction - July 2010

 I did it, I did it!  Yes, I did it!  I sailed!  Though I often hear how impressed and/or inspired sighted people are by so much that I’ve done, it’s rare I ever feel proud of myself because usually, I’m just living.  So when I do find myself actually feeling good about something I’ve accomplished, it’s pretty noteworthy (even if it would be a routine task for most sighted people who wouldn’t even think twice about what they were doing).
  
Not only did I begin to learn to steer the 36 footer and navigate using the feel of the wind, the sound of the sails, and the pitch of the boat, on my first day out; but I found something I wanted to do, made it happen, got there on my own (finding a place on my own that I’ve never been before is always an anxiety provoking challenge for me, especially if I don’t know the area at all, like in this case), and met a good group of interesting people – both able-bodied and disabled – who sail every weekend.  Plus uncommonly warm weather with strong winds made perfect conditions for sailing the San Francisco Bay, quite an experience of a variety of microclimates in just a few short hours.  As they say, if you can sail the Bay you can sail anywhere in the world because the conditions here are so diverse.

I still can’t quite believe I’m sailing or how it came to be that I am doing it.  It was just two months ago that, while living for a month at the facility to train with my new guidedog, my avid reading of all books that I find entertaining, inspiring, and/or meaningful, lead me to the biography of a woman who single-handedly sailed around the world.  What an adventure, and by page twenty or so, I was yearning for foreign lands, fascinating cultures, the open seas, and the community and camaraderie of the international sailing community.  A couple weeks later I was traveling in Brazil and kept meeting fellow travelers who had sailed there from various points around the globe, and who had exciting stories from previous adventures along the way.

As I lay in a hammock outside our hut on the beach of Ilha Domel, I decided that I really wanted to try sailing, but questioned how to get started and who would be able to teach a blind person.  Then, just three days after returning home, a man approached me walking down the street. “Are you blind?” he asked, and I kept walking as I told him I was (I get all kinds of ways people interact with me).  His next question made me stop though, “Have you ever been sailing with the Bay Area Association of Disabled Sailors?”   I was shocked; I couldn’t believe he had just asked that!  Out of nowhere and in less than a month, I had found a way to make my desires reality – or rather it found me.  Either way, I feel incredibly fortunate for all the opportunities such as this that occur in my life.

Oh yeah, and Chase, my new guidedog who has only been working for less than a month, though understandably unsure of this adventure, did amazingly well.  He managed to stay down between the benches of the cockpit, skitting from side to side each time the boat heeled until he got the hang of things.  Being a Black Lab and instinctively drawn to water though, after all was said and done, he loved it.

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